Monday, January 23, 2012

Figment From My Minds Eyes.

He pulled me into his arms, he was tall enough for my head to be placed exactly on his chest when I hugged him, hearing every beat of his heart. "I love you," I sighed, and hugged him tighter. Then suddenly the warm feeling escaped and I was filled with panic. Did I just tell him I love him?! No. No. No. No. NO! I just told him I love him!

I've known that I felt this way for a while now, but I didn't want to tell him. I didn't want to allow those words to escape my mind. The words had to remain manacled thoughts, had I just turned them into a reality? I could hear his heart beating faster. What have I done? I've thought about this so often. I didn't want to hear those words back, but I didn't not want to hear them back either. I was lost, and confused. I am lost and confused.

I'm positive he heard me, but he didn't respond. I was afraid of this. I was afraid of it all. What now, do I pretend I didn't say anything? To my relief he pulled back, and smiled. I was filled with warmth as soon as I saw those dimples of his. "Did you know," he began "that i've had those three words run through my mind endlessly every time I was around you?" No. This is not good. This is not good at all. My mind is telling me that this is not going where I want it to, but my heart? My heart is telling me to kiss him. He looked deep into my eyes, it made me feel naked. "I love you too," he continued. I couldn't take my eyes off his lips, and I moved closer to him... Seconds felt as if they were hours, I forgot the world around us existed, all I could see, hear, smell, or touch was him. I moved closer still, and as soon as he realized I was leaning in to kiss his lips, he kissed my forehead and told me that he loves me again.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

is this a continue for najma and baders story? or is this another story?:D its great btw but im confused:p

Anonymous said...

Hello! Just want to say thank you for this interesting article! =) Peace, Joy.

Anonymous said...

Beautifully written, captured the exact emotions felt at such a moment, you never cease to amaze me you're so lovely!


Jay